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Interview with myself

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33 Questions For An Interview With Yourself

I found this blog that basically wants to interview their readers.  I thought this was cool, so here it is.

1. What Do You Do For A Living?

I am a stay at home wife and mom to two adorable dogs, Sophie and Rebel.  I travel with my husband for his job.  I make sure he has dinner every night and that all laundry is done.  I basically provide the support he needs to do his job.  He is the provider.

2. Who Do You Love?

I love my husband.  He is the wind beneath my wings.  He is the exhale to my inhale.  I couldn’t imagine my life without him in it.

3. Do You Have Enough Money?

I have enough money to meet all my wants and needs.

4. Are You Healthy?

I am healthy except for high triglycerides.  I inherited this terrible disease from my mamma.  I have to take medication.  I also try to watch my diet.

5. Do You Think You Are a Good Person?

I do think I am a good person.  I try to always make decisions that will enable me to sleep at night.  I do have my flaws and I’m not perfect by any means, but I do try to be a good person.

6. How Old Are You?

I am 49 years old.  Sometimes I feel older because I ache and stuff but for the most part I feel pretty young at heart.  I love to play and act goofy.  Life is too short to not enjoy it.

7. Who’s Your Best Friend?

My best friend is my husband.  We met over 25 years ago.  Although I do have friends that are close, he is by far my best friend.  He is loyal and kind, trustworthy, honest, and dependable.  I can trust him my deepest fears and my biggest character flaws.  He is my calm.

8. What’s Your Childhood Dream?

My childhood dream was to get married and have kids.  I feel my childhood dream has become a reality.  I have a great marriage and wonderful grown children.

9. How Often Do You Laugh?

I laugh at least 3 or 4 times a day.  I have snap chat app on my phone.  I have streaks with several of my friends and family.  That app makes me laugh all the time!  If you don’t have it yet, what are you waiting for??   The filters are hysterical!

10. What Makes You Smile?

Watching my dogs through out the day.

Talking to my grandson, Asher.

Taking selfies with my snap chat app and looking at my friends snap chats

Watching The Middle on TV. It’s so funny!!!

Seeing the rabbits at the campground.

Looking at the stars on a clear night.

Looking at old photos of the family.

Seeing cute little babies.

Catching up with my friends.

 

 

11. Who’s Your Most Dangerous Enemy?

My brain is my most dangerous enemy.  I have depression and anxiety.  It really just creeps up out of no where.  I feel out of control when it happens.   I am at the mercy of my brain to stop the dark thoughts and feelings that accompany it.  I wish my brain had a switch on it.

12. Where Do You Live?

I live in an RV in South Carolina.  Home is where my husband and I happen to be parked that month or year.

13. Do You Think You’re Strong?

I believe I am strong.  I have faced a lot of challenges in my life and I feel I have overcome them to some degree.  Strength to me is measured by just showing up.  Being there when you don’t want to be.  Getting up and doing something.  I finished my college degree at the age of 48.  To me that is strength.

14. What Was The Most Important Thing You’ve Done So Far?

Raising my 3 children.  I have done other important things, but actually having a part in 3 other lives is a big deal to me.  I grew them from scratch, yet they are all so different.  Watching them become adults is very gratifying.  I am proud of all 3 of my kids.  I am impressed with how they turned out.  Trust me, it wasn’t all my doing.

15. What Was The Most Stupid Thing You’ve Done So Far?

I smoked a cigarette after having quit for 16 years.  Stupidest thing ever.  Still struggling to quit!

16. Do You Love Yourself?

This is a process.  I am learning to love myself.  Everyday I come closer to accepting me for me, and loving who I am warts and all!

17. What Do You Fear The Most?

My biggest fear is being alone.  I fear losing everyone in my life that is important to me.

18. What Is Your Favorite Word?

Nannie is my favorite word.  It reminds me of my Nannie and that I am a nannie to two adorable little boys!  They are my world!  I am so proud of them!

19. When Was The Last Time You Cried?

Last week

20. What Is The Best Thing That Could Happen To You Right Now?

The best thing that could happen to me right now would be for me to be totally cured of my anxiety and depression.  To never have to face the ugly monster again!  What a blessing that would be.

21. What Is The Worst Thing That Could Happen To You Right Now?

Losing someone close to me would be the worst!  I don’t even want to imagine it.

22. Picture Yourself In 5 Years From Now

In 5 years I hope to still be traveling with my husband.  I want to be skinny and happy!  I hope I have 3 more grandchildren!

23. Do You Regret Anything?

One of my biggest regrets was that I didn’t finish college.  I finally finished at the age of 48!  30 years after I graduated high school.

24. What’s The First Thing You Do In The Morning?

I always make a cup of coffee.

25. What Are You Thinking Just Before Going To Bed?

Praying that I fall asleep and get some rest.  I’m also thinking of my kids and family.

26. What Was The Highest Point You’ve Ever Been To?

Clingmans dome in the Smoky Mountains is the highest point I have ever walked to.  The empire state building in New York is the highest point I have ever been to.  Great memories both places!

27. If There’s One Thing In Your Life You Want To Change Right Now, What Is It?

I have resting bitch face.  I hate it!  People are always thinking I’m mad and asking me if I’m upset.  I truly wish I looked joyful all the time!!!

28. What Are You Proud Of?

I am proud of the fact that I was able to finish college so late in my life.  College was one of the most difficult things I have ever done, and I am truly proud that I did it.

I am proud of my children.  They are all great, responsible adults who are happy for the moment.

29. Sum Up Your Life In One Sentence

A wife, mother, sister, and friend to many that needed lots of reassurance to realize her importance.

30. Name The Thing That Annoys You The Most

People driving slow in the fast lane.  I mean get over people!!

31. What Is Your No 1 Question To God?

Will I get to see my loved ones who have died before me?

32. Do You Have Secrets?

My biggest secret recently has been that I had started back smoking.  I didn’t want people to know because I was ashamed.  I felt guilty of somehow being a failure.

33. What Makes You Laugh?

The Middle TV show.  It cracks me up.  Like laughing out loud!!  I love it!

My dogs also make me laugh.  My dachshund, Rebel, is always stealing our spots!  We can get up to go to the bathroom or whatever and he immediately gets our spot.  He is hysterical!

Ok, I lied. There are 34 questions:

34. Are You Happy?

I am very happy!!  I am loving life, my husband and my family.  Happiness is what I make it to be.  I chose it!  I embrace it.  I can’t go back and change the past, so I move on.

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